red headed stepchild

today i cried in the bathroom at my work because i thought my boyfriend didn't love me any more. my cat is a mouth-breather with dandruff. if i could fast forward 6 months i would be right about to start school with a nice pile in the bank and a tan. i wouldn't have to run my ass off for some half legal catering company, and it wouldn't be raining EVERY FUCKING DAY anymore.
don't get me wrong, it's not all angsty sighs and black eyeliner over here. i could just use a break, that's all. this time next month i'll be watching the whales at point reyes, and this time a month after that i'll be celebrating three years with the man i love. tomorrow we are storming the City. tonight i am wallowing in self-pity.

note*before and after pics. drama=new hair