bleak

it has been raining for so long. yesterday there was sun for the first time in weeks, and today it is wet and cold and dark and grey. again. i'm trying not to let it get me down, but there's only so much a girl can do. today i asked my gym to take me back, which was both painful and motivating at the same time. i also ordered an ab wheel. yes, i am a slave to the internet. and by god i will have amazing abs when the sun shines again.